today...
today went to meet waileng after work to look for jacket and shoe.. then i went straight to topshop to meet her.. i was looking at the jacket and she walk toward me.. i was still playing with her.. eh, so coincident ar.. u alone?? she say ya.. she also ask me the same question then i say ya.. then i say join me la.. at this point, waileng saw ning.. i never saw her acutally.. then i eh.. eh.. eh.. then she was talking to her friend.. so i continue to look at the jacket which i need desperately for my taipei trip.. thought she will come and talk to us after she finish with her friend.. then when i look up she was gone.. never even say bye to us.. why like that want.. haiyo.. so.. we just walk around to look for what we needed.. den went to eat long john and crap the way throughout our meal..
been very pack recently, all because i have not get all the things that i needed for taipei..
8Dec06-meeting waileng again.. to really slow down and look for the jacket and shoe
9Dec06-angela's chalet..
10Dec06-ah ma's house.. trying not to skip any sunday which i can go and visit her.. her blood pressure still very high.. and her neck still feel numb.. but its under control.. i see her i feel very sad.. she is the one who take care of me since i am a baby.. since remember all the things she do for me.. thanks "mama".. i love u very much..AND alice (wu mama) is giving birth that day.. she will be undergoing cesarean as her baby is too big that what her gynaecologist recommeded..
12Dec06-will be paying a visit to alice and her baby girl..
13-14Dec06 (either day)-going out with my colleagues.. or mayb not going out too..
16Dec06-meeting waileng again.. to buy the necessary stuff to taipei..
17Dec06-ah ma's hse..
19Dec06-meeting up with regina, azhar n waileng (again).. dis mth im seeing her alot.. hey.. i thinkg u see my face until u sian liao lor.. haha
20-21Dec06-last minute shopping for taipei trip and pack my luggage
22Dec06-1pm departing singapore to taipei
22-27Dec06-Taipei
28-31Dec06- very free..
anybody want to date me for new year eve celebration.. but i think i will end up at home this year as i think most of my friends are fully booked.. "waileng, want to watch fireworks again this new year eve?? same as last year.. the 2 of us were so pathetic.. 2 of us watching the fireworks.. haha.."
suddenly, i realised something.. it hit me quite hard and i really wake up.. start to think people will really change either from good to the bad side or from bad to the good side due to the people they mixed with.. how people actually classified their group of friends.. why people think things so complicated.. why people only care about themselves and ignore the surrounding people who actually care for them? somebody ever told me this,"men and women are different, since the day you were born.. once u are a lady, you are already different from a guy.." is men and women really so different.. or human is the most hardest animal to understand on earth?? start to realise i dont understand human.. who is my biggest enemy? myself or the fast pace of the surrounding??